"Watching" the debate... With one of my least fav people. I try so hard to like him, and it's not even the way he treats meg that makes me not like him, it's his hate towards white people, it's his cough, as petty as that might seem, it's so loud and constant, like see a doctor! It's his way of life... Come on meg, how could you and your son possibly have a life with this guy, ughhhhh, I know I've been with people who are bad for me, so I have no probs telling meg how he's bad for her, and she knows, she admits it all the time, "but I love him so much" ugh nothing I can do but sit here and hate (but not really hate, cause I can't seem to hate anybody).

Sometimes I feel behind in life. 

I should be married.

Have another kid. 

Is that so important though? 

I'm happy. I have an amazing 12 year old.

I have Ben. 

He said he's gonna propose in February.

Yeah right.

I guess I get pissy when people annoy me.

Also I feel poopy. 

Meow.